I'M GLAD YOU LIKE IT i can't remember what exactly was my thought behind this, but /nods. Sometimes you just wanna see your fave cry, okay? Nooo, no way no way— hmm, the things that inspire me are pain, so we should work on that then. :9 but no really, any time!! Also I was inspired by them being girls, so that totally counts for something, right? LMAO
Lots of personal stuff... I love that about Windy. /fistclench. He seems so open and care free, but it's clear that when he doesn't want to say something, he won't. And he takes Shi Wudu's words to heart when it comes to not relying on others. It's probably why He Xuan was so sure he would run to his brother, but Windy actually trusted Xie Lian enough to go to him instead... Yeah, my interpretation is he never lets his limbs heal. It's a permanent punishment and it's the least he can suffer. Considering he still uses his limbs when surely, it must hurt? They would heal better if he stayed off them? But he doesn't, and He Xuan never hurt him so he gotta punish himself. /lays here Anyway, I also think letting his limbs recover is an important part of letting the rest of him recover... I feel like in RP, it's probably easier to make him cope and grieve and not be so completely unhealthy and borderline self-destructive. Like, his life isn't the worst, but...you know he has the option to live a happier, more peaceful life, but he never takes it.
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Nooo, no way no way— hmm, the things that inspire me are pain, so we should work on that then. :9 but no really, any time!! Also I was inspired by them being girls, so that totally counts for something, right? LMAO
Lots of personal stuff... I love that about Windy. /fistclench. He seems so open and care free, but it's clear that when he doesn't want to say something, he won't. And he takes Shi Wudu's words to heart when it comes to not relying on others. It's probably why He Xuan was so sure he would run to his brother, but Windy actually trusted Xie Lian enough to go to him instead...
Yeah, my interpretation is he never lets his limbs heal. It's a permanent punishment and it's the least he can suffer. Considering he still uses his limbs when surely, it must hurt? They would heal better if he stayed off them? But he doesn't, and He Xuan never hurt him so he gotta punish himself. /lays here
Anyway, I also think letting his limbs recover is an important part of letting the rest of him recover... I feel like in RP, it's probably easier to make him cope and grieve and not be so completely unhealthy and borderline self-destructive. Like, his life isn't the worst, but...you know he has the option to live a happier, more peaceful life, but he never takes it.