THAT'S WHY I PUT "SECRETS" IN QUOTATION MARKS... its mikan's secret but not dazai's lmfao. which makes it even funnier tbh mikan angsting about I HAVE DONE SO MANY BAD THINGS and Dazai is like "bitch me too, the fuck but you know whats worse I sometimes have FEELINGS about THINGS and PEOPLE god its the worst" and mikan's just ?? ?????